when nothing meets nothing.

when you expect nothing,
and you get nothing,
you got what you expected.

invisible contracts.
the other person not knowing they signed for it being the funny part.

something funnier? us getting mad for failure of THEIR delivery with the contract WE wrote.

having zero expectations isn’t always sad.
sometimes it’s peace.
sometimes it’s protection.

and if something does show up —
love, kindness, even a little gesture —
it feels like free extra fruit juice.
the kind you didn’t order,
but you’re grinning anyway.

nothing is safe.

something is a surprise.

either way,
you don’t lose.

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